She thinks theres two sides of me.. (LONG STORY)?

She's right. You're a fake. You violated the first rule in a friendship "telling the WORLD on the Internet about her previous mental problem". C'mon what kind of sadistic sicko are you? You love to HURT people psychologically and that's worst than if you pick up a baseball bat and hit her over the head. You are mentally sick and should seek professional medical attention before you end up like the Virginia Tech guy. By the way, don't ever refer yourself as a "friend" to this girl ever again. You disowned that "privilege" on this question context. Stop spewing all that garbage about how different you are -- you're mentally sick plain and simple.